I have no doubt that you are mine, babe. You are mine.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NjQEId0uAFU

I have so many ideas.
I have so many plans.

I lack so much motivation.
I lack so much drive.

The problem with University is that my heart comes before my head.
I am paying to educate myself but my heart wants to run away.
My heart wants friends.
My heart wants a lover.
My heart wants to travel.
My heart wants to drink and dance.
My heart wants to meet new people.
My heart wants to make you jealous.
My heart wants to feel sexy.
My heart wants so much.

My head knows I need to go to school.
My head knows I need to read.
My head knows I need to write the essays.
My head knows what's best.

 But my heart is unwilling to listen.

High-school was easy because in high-school I could satisfy both requirements.

Now I can't.
I have to choose.

There is a war being waged inside me.