The Profumo Affair

I'm trying to write an analysis of an article written on the Profumo Affair. I'm either techno-retarded or they don't exist. The few articles that DO exist, I can't access. I hate this. This is the second or third time that this has happened in this class. Class is stupid. University is stupid.

It is absolutely not fair that society forces young people to do secondary education if they want any kind of good paying job (or so society says). My boyfriend has worked for an tree company for three months, he makes roughly $15 an hour, gets full benefits including free monthly massages. My father dropped out of college and though he works a somewhat laborous and dull day job, he makes good money, he has benefits, and still gets to play gigs all the time.

My mother went to university. She has a degree. She works as an underpaid music teacher with less hours then she needs. She makes the same about of money I make working full time for 10.30 and hour at my day job.

Why do I see sexism in this?
Why do I have to go to university? What am I proving. Look everybody I just scraped by in university cause I really didn't want to be there...

None of the work is stimulating. None of it feels good. I do not feel as though I am learning anything. Except how to fail.

I'm fucking done.
I can't do another 4 years of this crap.
Even if I was perfect and actually did my homework the day it was given to me, and edited my work and handed it in on time...I still wouldn't care. I don't see the point any more.

Spend money so I can get a job to make money.
Why is life all about money?
It's not to me. To me life is about love and talking and good times. Not fucking school, work and money.

And sleep. I can't sleep enough.
Especially while going to school.