I'm sadder then I thought.

I feel like I'm missing something.
I feel wrong.
I feel like something is bothering me, but I don't know what it is.

I feel uninspired.
I haven't writen a song in too long.
I have hardly played my guitar, because there is nothing to write about.
I'm bored.
My life is boring, in a way.
There are interesting parts. Good parts, bad parts, weird parts, funny parts.
But the past is more interesting, more... just more then the present.

None of the music I listen to makes me feel magical. I barely even listen to the whole song anymore.

I've realized that, maybe, there has been one thing that has been holding me together for the past years. And that thing appears to be crumbling before my eyes; there's nothing I can do to stop it, nothing.

I don't dream anything anymore.
I don't laugh much either, not really laugh.
Nothing is like it used to be, but I don't know what changed.