Waaaaaaah.

I am sick.
So sick.
And all I want to do, other then be better, is whine and bitch about it.
I hate being that whiny person but OH. MY. GOD.

I just tried to crawl into bed and get a good nights sleep, and the moment my head hit the pillow I started hacking up both of my lungs. I coughed so hard that I gagged, and I gagged so hard that I think I tore something in the back of my throat. It now hurts to swallow. Hurrah! ...not.

I spent all of Tuesday sweating and then being freezing cold with a head splitting head ache. I had to perform under these circumstances tonight-joyous...I was really looking forward to this show. I will prolly miss school tomorrow which will make for 3 days this week...IT IS SO CLOSE TO GRAD. I CANNOT AFFORD TO MISS SCHOOL. But I also can't really go to school cause I'll probably faint or dye or something.

All I want to do is sleep.
Or cry. Anything that'll get rid of this awful sickness.
I am also really mad at life for doing this.
I could scream!!! Y'know...if it didn't hurt.

Not to mention when I'm not up all night coughing, I am freezing cold. I mean like shivers and teeth chattering cold. I don't get it. All day I sweat from being too warm and then I crawl under 3plus blankets and I start shivering. Damn you sickness.

I really hate being sick.
It's one o'clock in the fucking morning and I have some awful flu and I can't sleep because everytime I lie down I start coughing and it hurts so much.

Wah. I am thoroughly displeased.
Sorry for ranting.